Lorraine Dancy embarks on a rollicking adventure of danger and passion when she finds her long-lost father, gets framed for stealing an invaluable relic and must flee to Mexico, and encounters sexy renegade Jack Keller.
Moon Over Water
By Debbie Macomber
DH Audio
Copyright © 1999
Debbie Macomber
All right reserved.
ISBN: 9781552041734
Chapter One
"Eternal rest grant upon her, oh, Lord...." Lorraine
Dancy closed her eyes as the first shovelful
of dirt hit her mother's casket. The sound seemed
to reverberate around her, magnified a hundred
times, drowning out the words intoned by Father
Darien. This was her motherher motherand
Virginia Dancy deserved so much more than a
cold blanket of Kentucky mud.
Lorraine had received word the evening of
April first that her mother had been involved in a
horrible freeway accident. In the beginning she'd
thought it was some kind of cruel hoax, a distasteful
practical joke, but the mud-splattered casket
was real enough to rip her heart wide open.
Her chest tightened with the effort to hold back
tears. A low mewling sound escaped her lips and
her trembling increased as she listened to the
priest's words in the gray afternoon.
After a while, the friends who'd come to say
their last farewells started to move away. Father
Darien gently took hold of Lorraine's hands and
in sincere compassionate tones offered a few final
words of comfort. Reaching deep within herself,
Lorraine managed to thank him.
Still, she remained.
"Sweetheart." Gary Franklin, her fiancé,
stepped closer and placed his arm around her
waist. "It's time to go home."
She resisted and held her ground when Gary
tried to steer her toward the waiting limo. She
wasn't ready to leave her mother. Not yet. Please,
not yet. It made everything so final ... to turn her
back and walk away.
This shouldn't be happening. This couldn't be
real. But the reality of the moment was undeniablethe
open grave, the nearby headstones, the
muddy ground. Her fears assailed her from all
sides, sending a chill down her spine. Lorraine
wasn't sure she could survive without her
mother's love and support. Virginia had been her
touchstone. Her example. Her mother.
"Sweetheart, I know this is difficult, but you
can't stay here." Gary again tried to urge her
away from the grave.
"No," she said, her voice stronger this time.
What made it all the more difficult, all the more
painful, was the complete lack of warning, Lorraine
had talked to her mother that very weekend.
They were so close; it had been the two of them
against the world for as long as Lorraine could
remember. Not a day passed that they didn't connect
in some waywith a conversation, a visit,
even an E-mail message. On Saturday they'd
spent more than an hour on the phone discussing
plans for the wedding.
Her mother had been delighted when Lorraine
accepted Gary's proposed, Virginia had always
liked Gary and encouraged the relationship from
the beginning. Gary and her mother had gotten
along famously.
Just last weekendjust a few days agoher
mother had been alive. During their phone call
Virginia had chatted endlessly about the kind of
wedding she wanted for her only child. They'd
discussed the wedding dress, the bridesmaids, the
flowers, the invitations. Lorraine had never heard
her mother sound more excited. In her enthusiasm,
Virginia had even mentioned her own wedding
all those years ago and the only man she'd
ever loved. She rarely spoke of Lorraine's father.
That was the one thing she didn't share with her
daughterat least not since Lorraine's early
teens. Those were private memories, and it was
as though Virginia held them close to her heart.
They'd sustained her through the long lonely
years of widowhood.
Lorraine couldn't remember her father, who'd
died when she was barely three. It seemed her
mother had loved Thomas Dancy so completely
she'd never entertained the thought of remarrying.
No man, she'd once told Lorraine, could live up
to the memory of the one she'd lost.
Her parents' love story was possibly the most
romantic Lorraine had ever heard. When she was
small, her mother had often told her how wonderful
Thomas had been. In later years, of course,
she hardly ever talked about him, but Lorraine
remembered those long-ago stories of her father
being a decorated war hero and how her parents
had defied everyone by getting married. They
were the adventure tales, the marvelous bedtime
stories of her early childhood, and they'd made a
deep and lasting impression on her. It was one of
the reasons Lorraine had waited until she was
twenty-eight before becoming engaged herself.
For years she'd been searching for a man like her
father, a man who was noble. Honest. Brave. A
man of integrity and high ideals. No one seemed
right until Gary Franklin came into her life.
"Lorraine, everyone's gone." Gary's arm
tightened around her waist.
"Not yet. Please." She couldn't leave her
mother, not like this. Not in a cold wet grave
when Virginia Dancy hadn't even reached the age
of fifty. The pain was more than Lorraine could
bear. As the agony of the moment consumed her,
tears began to roll down her cheeks.
"Come on, honey, let me get you away from
here," Gary murmured in a voice gentle with
sympathy.
Lorraine took a step in retreat. She didn't want
Gary. She didn't want anyone except her mother.
And her mother was in a grave. "Oh, Mom," she
cried, then broke into sobs, unable to stop herself.
Gary turned her in his arms and held her protectively
against him. "Let it out, sweetheart. It's
okay. Go ahead and cry."
Lorraine hid her face in his shoulder and wept
as she hadn't since that night the state patrolman
had come to her with the tragic news. How long
Gary let her weep, she didn't know. Until her eyes
stung and her nose ran and there were no more
tears to shed.
"The house is going to fill up and you'll need
to be there," Gary reminded her.
"Yes, we should go," she agreed, and wiped
her nose with the tissue he handed her, grateful
that Virginia's neighbor, Mrs. Henshaw, would be
there to let everyone in. Lorraine was calmer now,
more self-possessed. People would want to talk
about her mother, and since Lorraine was the only
one left in the family, she'd have to be in control
of her emotions.
Together she and Gary started toward the parking
lot. Away from her mother. Away from the
only parent she'd ever known.
Lorraine's one comfort, small as it was, was the
knowledge that after twenty-five years apart, her
parents were finally together again.
* * *
Lorraine couldn't sleep, but then she hadn't really
expected to. She should be exhausted. She
was exhausted; she'd barely slept in days. This
past week had been the most emotionally draining
of her life. But even now, after the funeral and
the wake, she was too restless to collapse into
sleep.
Gary seemed to think that spending the night
at her mother's house wasn't the best idea. He
was probably right. Her sense of judgment, along
with everything else, had been thrown off-kilter
by the news of her mother's death.
The wake had been here, at Virginia's place. It
only made sense that everyone come to the house.
Lorraine's apartment was much too small to host
the event, and a restaurant seemed too impersonal.
Parishioners from St. John's Church where Virginia
had faithfully attended Mass all these years,
plus a large group of neighbors, co-workers and
friends, had fingered to tell Lorraine how sorry
they were. They, too, appeared to have difficulty
accepting the suddenness of her mother's death.
Virginia had been an active member of St.
John's and a devout Catholic. For twenty years
she sang in the choir and worked tirelessly for her
church "family." As a stockbroker with a large
national firm, she'd made a name for herself in
the business world. Turnover at the firm was high,
and Virginia had learned that office friendships
were often fleeting. Nevertheless, the house had
been crammed with people.
Contrary to what Lorraine had assumed, she
wasn't needed as hostess. Friends and neighbors
arrived bearing casseroles, breads and salads,
which soon covered the dining-room table. The
extras spilled into the kitchen and lined the countertops.
Lorraine was grateful to everyone, especially
Gary who'd been both kind and helpful. Yet
throughout the wake, all Lorraine had wanted was
to be alone, to grieve by herself without people
pressing in on her. But that wasn't possible. It
took her a while to realize that the friends who'd
come were in need of solace, too. So she'd accepted
their condolences and done her best to assume
the role of comforter. Before long, she'd
found herself depleted of energy, and she'd sunk
into her mother's favorite chair. Sitting there
helped her feel closer to the mother she'd loved
so deeply. It eased the ache of loneliness that
threatened to consume her in a room full of people.
An endless stream of sympathy and advice had
come at her.
"Of course you'll want to keep the house ..."
Lorraine had nodded.
"Naturally you'll be selling the house ..."
Lorraine had nodded.
"Your mother was a thee woman ..."
"We're all going to miss her ..."
"She's in a happier place now ..."
"... such a senseless tragedy."
Lorraine had agreed with one and all.
By the time everyone had left, it was dark.
Gary had helped her with the cleanup and urged
her to return to her own apartment. Or to his. He
didn't seem to understand her need to stay here,
but how could he? He'd never lost a parent.
"You should go on home," she'd told him.
"I'll be fine."
"Darling, you shouldn't be alone. Not tonight."
"It's what I want," she'd insisted, yearning for
him to leave. It was an unfamiliar feeling, and one
she didn't fully understand. She loved Gary,
planned to spend the rest of her life with him, but
at that moment she'd wanted him out the door.
She had to deal with her grief and pain in her
own way.
"You need me," Gary said with loving concern.
"I do," she agreed. "Just not right now."
Disappointment registered in his deep brown
eyes and he nodded with obvious reluctance.
"You'll phone if you change your mind?"
Lorraine had said she would.
He'd kissed her on the forehead in a sweet gesture
of love and consolation. Shivering with the
evening's cold, Lorraine had stood out on the
porch and watched him drive away.
She'd finished the remaining dishes, then wandered
aimlessly through the house, pausing in the
entrance to each room. Tenderly she caressed the
things that had once been her mother's most
prized possessions. She closed her eyes and pictured
her mother and father together at last and
the wonderful reunion they must have enjoyed.
Lorraine was comforted by the knowledge that
Virginia had been happy during the last weeks of
her life. She'd been thrilled at the news of her
daughter's engagement, thrilled at the prospect of
planning a large formal wedding. No sooner had
Lorraine accepted Gary's proposal than Virginia
had started making elaborate plans for the October
wedding. She'd valued tradition and frowned
on Lorraine's having chosen a small emerald
necklace in lieu of the usual engagement ring.
"You have your wish now, Mom," she said
aloud. The wedding ring on her left hand had belonged
to her mother. The inside of the band was
engraved with the words "I'll love you always.
Thomas." The funeral director had given it to her
that very day, just before he'd closed the casket.
Lorraine had slipped it on and wouldn't remove
it until the time came for her own wedding. Her
mother had worn this ring since the day Thomas
Dancy placed it on her finger, and now Lorraine
would wear it, too.
"What am I going to do without you, Mom?"
Lorraine said into the stillness of the night, her
eyes welling with tears. It surprised her that she
had any left.
She mulled over everything she'd done that had
been a disappointment to her mother. She'd
dropped out of medical school after her second
year and trained as a nurse/practitioner, instead.
Virginia had said little, but Lorraine knew her
mother regretted that decision. She liked to think
she'd made up for it when she met Gary, who
sold medical supplies to Group Wellness, where
Lorraine worked.
The fact that she'd become a lapsed Catholic
had distressed her mother, as well, but Lorraine
had never identified with the church the way Virginia
had. She attended a nondenominational
Christian church, but her mother would have preferred
she remain Catholic.
"I'm so sorry, Mom," she whispered, knowing
she'd let her mother down in countless other
ways.
When she'd finished her emotional journey
through the house, Lorraine had taken a hot
shower and changed into a nightgown, one she'd
bought Virginia the previous Christmas. After
giving the matter some thought, she'd chosen to
sleep in her mother's room, rather than her own.
When she was frightened as a child, she'd always
climbed into her mother's bed. Lorraine was
frightened now, afraid of the future, afraid to be
without Virginia, without family.
As she lay there sleepless, she gathered her
memories around her, finding consolation in the
happiness they'd experienced. Day-to-day life had
been full of shared pleasures, like cooking elaborate
meals together, watching the classic movies
they both loved, exchanging favorite books. Virginia
also worked for several church-sponsored
charities, and Lorraine sometimes spent an evening
helping her pack up, boxes of food for needy
families, or stuffing envelopes. Her mother had
been a wonderful woman, and Lorraine was proud
of her. She'd been devout in her faith, hardworking,
kindhearted. Smart, but generous, too.
After an hour or so, Lorraine gave up even trying
to sleep. She sat up and reached for the
framed photograph of her parents, which rested
on the nightstand. The picture showed Virginia as
young and beautiful, wearing a full, ankle-length
dress with a wreath of wildflowers on her head.
Her long straight hair fell nearly to her waist. She
held a small bouquet of wildflowers in one hand;
with the other hand she clasped her husband's.
Her eyes had been bright with happiness as she
smiled directly into the camera.
The Thomas Dancy in the picture was tall and
bearded, and wore his hair tied in a ponytail. He
gazed at his bride with an identical look of love
and promise. Anyone who saw the photograph
could tell that the two of them had been deeply
in love.
As recently as last weekend, when they'd been
discussing Lorraine's wedding plans, she'd teased
her mother about the photo, calling her parents
"flower children." Virginia had been good-natured
about it and merely said, "That was a
long time ago."
Sadly this photograph was the only one Lorraine
had of her parents together. Everything else
had been destroyed in a fire when she was in
grade school. Lorraine remembered the fire, not
realizing until years later all that she'd lost. Her
parents' photographs and letters, her father's medals ...
Lorraine knew that Virginia O'Malley had met
Thomas Dancy her freshman year in college and
they'd quickly fallen in love. The war in Vietnam
had separated them when her father volunteered
for the army in 1970. He'd survived the war and
come home a hero. It was a year later, during a
routine physical, that something unusual had
shown up in his blood work. That something had
turned out to be leukemia. Within six months,
Thomas was dead and Virginia was a young
widow with a child.
Virginia's parents had helped financially for
many years, but both of Lorraine's maternal
grandparents had died in the early eighties. Her
father's relatives were unknown to her. Her
mother had one younger brother, but he'd gotten
involved with drugs and alcohol and communication
between them had been infrequent at best.
The last time Virginia had heard from her brother
was five years ago, when he'd phoned her asking
for money to make bail. Virginia had refused.
Lorraine's only cousin lived someplace in California,
and she hadn't seen or heard from her
since the summer she was thirteen.
In other words, Lorraine was alone. Completely
and utterly alone.
The phone startled her, and she whirled around
and grabbed the receiver. "Hello," she said
breathlessly, uncertain who to expect.
Gary. "Just checking to make sure you're all
right."
"I'm okay," she told him.
"You want me to come over?"
"No." Why can't you just accept that I need
this time alone? His attitude upset her. This
wasn't like Gary.
"I don't think it's a good idea for you to be by'
yourself," he said. He'd mentioned this earlier,
more than once. "I know it's all a terrible shock,
but the last thing you should do now is isolate
yourself."
"Gary, please. I buried my mother this afternoon.
I ... I don't have anyone else."
Her words were met with an awkward pause.
"You have me," he said in a small hurt voice.
She regretted her thoughtlessness and at the
same time resented his intrusion. "I know how
that must have sounded and I'm sorry. It's just
that everything is still so painful. I need a chance
to adjust."
"Have you decided to sell the house?" Gary
asked.
Lorraine didn't understand why everyone was
so concerned about what she did with the house.
"I ... don't know yet."
"It makes sense to put it on the market, don't
you think?"
She closed her eyes and sought answers. "I
can't make that kind of decision right now. Give
me time."
She must have sounded impatient because Gary
was immediately contrite. "You're right, darling,
it's too soon. We'll worry about it later. Promise
you'll phone if you need me?"
"I promise," she whispered.
After a few words of farewell, she ended the
call. As she replaced the receiver, her gaze fell on
the clock radio. She was shocked to discover it
was barely nine o'clock. It felt more like midnight.
She lay back down and stared up at the
ceiling, letting her thoughts creep into the future.
Her mother wouldn't be at her wedding, wouldn't
be there for the births of her grandchildren. Virginia
Dancy had looked forward to becoming a
grandmother; now her grandchildren would never
know her.
Rather than deal with yet another aspect of her
loss, Lorraine turned her mind to Gary's unexpected
call. He'd brought up a number of questions
she still had to face.
The house had to be dealt with soon. If it sat
empty for long, it'd start to deteriorate, not to
mention attract vandals. Gary was right; she had
to figure out what to do about it. Finances and
legal issues posed another problem. She'd never
even seen her mother's will.
She'd deal with one thing at a time, she decided.
That was advice Virginia had given her as
a child and it had always stood her in good stead.
One step and then another.
The call from Dennis Goodwill, her mother's
attorney, came a week after the funeral, when
Lorraine had returned to work. She'd been expecting
to hear from him. Dennis had told her at
the funeral that there were a few legal matters that
needed to be resolved and then he'd get in touch.
He wouldn't need more than fifteen or twenty
minutes of her time. He'd promised to phone the
following week and set up an appointment.
True to his word, Dennis had called her exactly
a week after she'd buried her mother.
Lorraine arrived at the appointed time, prepared
to hear the details of her mother's will. The receptionist
greeted her pleasantly, then reached for
the intercom button. "Lorraine Dancy is here to
see you," she announced.
A moment later Dennis Goodwill appeared in
the reception area. "Lorraine," he said, his voice
warm. "It's good to see you." He ushered her
into his office.
Lorraine knew that Virginia had both liked and
trusted Dennis. They'd worked in the same Louisville
office building, and during that time, he'd
acted as Virginia's attorney of record for her will
and any other legal matters.
"Have a seat," he invited. "How are you holding
up?"
"About as well as can be expected," Lorraine
told him. She no longer felt the need to brush
aside her own grief in an effort to comfort others.
The week since the funeral had been difficult. She
couldn't have borne it without Gary's constant
support.
"As you're already aware," the attorney said,
leaning toward Lorraine, "I knew your mother for
a number of years. She was one of the most talented
stockbrokers I ever met. Back in the eighties,
she recommended I purchase shares in a little-known
Seattle company called Microsoft.
Because of her, I'll be able to retire in a couple
of years. In fact, I could live off that investment
alone."
"Mom loved her job."
"She made several smart investments of her
own," he added. "You won't have to worry about
finances for a long time to come."
The news should have cheered her, Lorraine
supposed, but she'd much prefer to have her
mother back. No amount of financial security
could replace what she'd lost.
She folded her hands in her lap and waited for
him to continue.
"Your mother came to me four years ago and
asked me to draw up her will," Dennis said. He
rolled away from his desk and reached for a file.
"According to the terms, you're her sole beneficiary.
Under normal circumstances, our meeting
wouldn't be necessary."
Lorraine frowned.
"But in the event of an untimely death, Virginia
asked me to speak to you personally."
Lorraine slid forward in her chair. "Mom
wanted you to talk to me? About what?"
"Medical school."
"Oh." She gave a deep sigh. "Mom never understood
about that."
The attorney raised his eyebrows. "What do
you mean?"
"It was a big disappointment to Mom when I
decided to drop out."
"Why did you?"
Lorraine looked out the window, although she
scarcely noticed the view.
"A number of reasons," she finally murmured,
glancing down at her hands. "I love medicine and
Mom knew that, but while I have the heart of a
physician, I don't have the competitive edge. I
hated what medical school was likethe survival
of the fittest. I couldn't do that. Maybe I'm lazy,
I don't know, but I have everything I want now."
"How's that?"
Her smile was brief. "I do almost as much as
a doctor, but without the bucks or the glory."
"I believe your mother did understand that,"
Dennis said, although Lorraine suspected it
wasn't completely true. "But she wanted you to
know that the funds are available if you should
change your mind and decide to go back."
Lorraine's eyes stung as she held back the tears.
"Did she tell you I'd recently become engaged?"
"She hadn't mentioned it. Congratulations."
"Thank you. Gary and I only recently told ..."
Lorraine let the rest fade. The attorney waited patiently,
but she didn't trust her voice.
"If you reconsider and decide you'd try medical
school again, I'll do whatever I can to help
you."
His offer surprised her. "Thank you, but I'm
not going to do that. Not when Gary and I are
about to start our lives together."
"Well, I promised I'd mention it to you if the
occasion arose. It saddens me that it has."
Within a few minutes, Dennis finished explaining
the terms of the will and handed her the necessary
paperwork. When she'd read everything,
he passed her another sheet of paper.
"What's this?" she asked.
"An inventory of the safe-deposit box. I went
down to the bank yesterday afternoon and retrieved
everything. I have it all for you here." He
stood and picked up the manila envelope on his
credenza. "I wanted you to be sure that every
document listed on the sheet is accounted for."
Because she knew it was expected of her, Lorraine
dumped the contents of the envelope onto
the desk surface and checked off the items on the
list. She'd previously seen or known about everything
here. Or so she assumed until she found the
opened letter addressed to her mother. How odd,
she mused, studying its colorful foreign stamps.
"Do you know anything about this letter?" she
asked the attorney.
"Nothing. Actually, it seemed odd to me that
Virginia would put something so obviously personal
in with documents that were all business-related."
"It's from Mexico," Lorraine said unnecessarily.
"Yes, I noticed that."
"Postmarked seven years ago." She withdrew
the single page inside. After scanning it, she
turned it over and read the signature. Gasping, she
lifted her head to stare at Dennis Goodwin.
"You're ... you're sure you didn't know about
this?" She was unable to conceal her shock.
"Lorraine, I don't know anything about that
letter. I was your mother's lawyer, not her confidant.
What she chose to place in the safe-deposit
box had nothing to do with my role as her attorney."
Lorraine sagged against the back of the chair
and raised her hand to her throat. "Could ... could
I have a glass of water please?" Her mouth felt
incredibly dry and her voice had gone hoarse.
This couldn't be true. Couldn't be real. This was
crazy.
"I'll be right back." Dennis stepped out of his
office and quickly returned with a large paper cup.
Lorraine drank the contents in several noisy
gulps and briefly closed her eyes, trying to take
in what she'd learned.
"I'm sorry if something's upset you," Dennis
said.
"You really haven't read the letter?" she asked
shakily.
"No, of course not. It would've been highly
unethical to do so."
Lorraine waited until she'd regained her composure
enough to sound unemotional. "It appears,
Dennis," she said calmly, "that my father isn't
dead, after all."
Continues...
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