The Child I Lost Found Me A Mother's Journey to Communicate with Her Departed Son

This raw, vulnerable, and beautifully written book has its roots in a tragedy that would understandably turn anyone's world upside down: the death of a child; in this case, Niki's son Seth. Niki's unfathomable strength, the love of a supportive family, a relentless desire for answers and a deep spiritual awareness result in a remarkable collaboration between her funny, sensitive son – from the heavens to the earth – as she channels the profound and comforting insights that Seth offers to her from the other side. This book is an essential read for anyone who is trying to make sense of life and the afterlife, especially those who are struggling with the loss of a loved one. "Your homeland is love," Seth tells his mother from the other side. That is made crystal clear, as it is love that transcends time and space and keeps the communication alive between them.

Niki Brown's joy is found in the rushing rivers of Colorado. It is found in the golden, autumn leaves, sparkling upon the stillness of the lakes, as she and her daughters ride their horses along the trails. It is found in the innocence of her grandchildren as they open to butterflies, bees, and snowflakes. This is her first book: a true story about love that can never be lost.

Niki's unfathomable strength, the love of a supportive family, a relentless desire for answers and a deep spiritual awareness result in a remarkable collaboration between her funny, sensitive son – from the heavens to the earth – as she channels the profound and comforting insights that Seth offers to her from the other side.
Seth Brown is Niki's second child who now lives in Heaven. When he lived on earth he connected deeply to nature for he appreciated her warmth, her stillness, her unique beauty. He loved his family deeply and his heart and hands always touched our pets with tenderness. He was an amazing artist who received an art scholarship and an academic scholarship to Arizona State University. Skateboarding was his passion. He has written the second part of this book to complete the puzzle of why he and his family had to go through the experiences they did. His mother, Niki, channels his profound spiritual words. This is a book filled with love, hardship, and spiritual growth.