The Lover of My Soul

People were made for intimacy with God but they are fed up with Religion. They want the "real deal." Religion is a false god and is not the same as the Living and True God. Religion is a lie, that has caused many to turn away from ever getting to know the True and Living God. Many in the world today, are crying out to God, as I was, desiring to know Him intimately and yet they are clueless in not knowing how to go about it or even knowing that it is even possible to experience Him in total intimacy the way that I am. To know God as intimately as I could possibly know Him this side of mortality and still live, is the cry of my heart since 1986. His greatest desire is that we should love Him with all of our being, yet, we have no clue as to how to go about it. He is so huge and so holy and in comparison to Him, we see ourselves as a speck of dust or as a worm in His sight. We see His holiness and see ourselves as dirty, unworthy, and unclean. We have a warped view of Him and of ourselves, taught to us by the spirit of Religion which has crept into the church and in the rest of the world, as it deceived and lied to us. We kicked the Holy Spirit out of our services, and then we tried to replace Holy Spirit with dead works, programs, traditions, ordinances, rules, man made thoughts and ideas about God and how to please Him, which have a form of godliness but denies the power of Holy Spirit. It looks good on the outside but inside it is just dead religion, with absolutely no truth. For centuries, Religion even goes so far as to kill innocent people for having wonderful supernatural encounters with the God. Many Christians have been 'mortally wounded' by well meaning "religious" people saying religious things that wounded, and crippled and almost killed them inside. They were emotionally wrecked and "beaten up" by the words spoken by people under the toxic influence of the spirit of Religion. We see those being martyred in the news almost everyday. This book shares the journey and experience on which the Holy Spirit has taken me the last three years, in answer to that cry of my heart. Getting to know Him as a Person, not an "it" and encountering tangibly His Presence and His LOVE is where we all belong. You will no longer have to look for love in all the wrong places. I am literally experiencing the LOVE of the Beloved to the Shulamite maiden in Song of Solomon in a very tangible and ecstatic way. He comes to me and caresses me and speaks such beautiful words of His LOVE for me to me and then "joins" Himself with me, filling me with the Fullness of His Presence and His Glory and then He Overshadows me, which causes me to become completely One with Him; I in Him and He in me. All the while He delighting me with His LOVE, my soul is being transformed by the renewing of my mind by His LOVE. During this interlude, He takes full possession of me as I give myself "en toto" to Him. He is totally conquering me and winning me by His LOVE. Knowing His LOVE for me enables me then to love others with the same LOVE as He has LOVED me, as I spill His LOVE over on all I come in contact with. But sadly, it depends on who will or can receive it. By "joining" with Him, we become One spirit with Him. It is where Heaven and earth meet. There is nothing like being One with the Creator of the Universe. Once you come to Him presenting yourself to Him for intimacy by allowing Him to reveal Himself and His great LOVE to you and for you, by the way He lavishes His LOVE and ravishes you with His LOVE, and you returning your love to Him, you will view things differently. Your view of Him, of yourself, and of others will be from His perspective. You will begin to desire to love others with the same LOVE as He has LOVED you. Your thinking will be renewed. I guarantee that you will never be the same again, forever. This book is a reference manual, to read and refer to again and again.