Dwelling in the Secret Place

The Lord was shaping and molding me to be more like Him, but I kept falling and failing the tests of being righteous all of the time. I thought I had to be righteous all of the time in my own strength. I did not know that the anointing does not dwell with me all the time and I would fall prey to the temptations and trials that was too powerful for me. The reason is because I was not completely delivered and spirit filled. I had experience the hand of God moving in my life and I had eye-witnessed healings and miracles that God did through me and also through other believers. After fasting seven days and seven days without food or water, I was on such a spiritual high and just loving God and being so happy and so joyous. O what joy that filled my soul, but God was not through with me yet. He allowed me to see the supernatural side of himself and it was so amazing, so incredible. I do not have the valid words to describe what the Lord revealed to me.