- ISBN: 9781639512386 | 1639512381
- Cover: Paperback
- Copyright: 12/8/2026
100 years ago, Ardeola became a vampire. Now, she’ s human again, and she hates it.
Captured by a mysterious facility, Ardeola finds herself imprisoned and ‘ cured’ . Desperate to return to her powerful vampire maker and partner, she plots her escape but finds herself confused by holes in her memories. Whole events and even people have been forgotten.
As she picks through her thoughts, she finds herself caught between who she can trust, which parts of herself are real, and what her future looks like.
A psychological thriller with a moody gothic tone, a complicated and difficult protagonist and 100 years of messy relationships, Something to Live For is a queer horror about humanity, damage and how much you can endure before being a monster is the best option.



